Goodbye Sweetheart GoodBye. In Memory of Becky Ann Johnson!

Goodbye Sweetheart, I hope you met Christian at the pearly gates, I hope he welcomed you with a hug and you told him about when we were kids, you were younger but you hung around .
  I heard you found love, I am happy for you I hope you 2 are together now kickin it with Christian his Uncle Stevie, another loved soul we lost way to soon. I hope every breath you take is easy and free, you sure showed the doctors " she might see the age of 18 but we dont think so" I guess you got the last laugh at them, I am proud of you I really am you saw 39 and for someone with Cystic Fibrosis you were blessed and I am estatic for you, Sorry I was never home, I dont like going home, My family and My life was some where else Where ever the Army told us to go, And my family they are (when I am not with My sister Sharon and BIL Mike) my friends from our Army family, A family is who we choose to let in, my thoughts never strayed from you and I called you a few times wishing I could be there to see you , I have great memories of you your brother and mom in Canada having picnics watching the fireworks at the cove by our home in Canada, Riding my bike all the way to the house in Machias only to ride BACK over into Canada and that was a longggggggg ride...lol 
  Spending the 4th with you guys and our family I don't think there was a week I wouldn't see you and that flashy smile for everyone  the bright hello , how are you.

I hear your mom joined you and I hope that the baby she once held was there once again to see her into heaven, He changed alot since she saw him, 6'4"Gorgeous Black Hair and my blue eyes, I know he is flying free with all of the others who were bullied so bad the only way out was the permanent way out, We've had several new Angels join him  in the past 30 days and another mother's heart breaks and starts the trip (a very long trip even 3 years later I am still on this trip)  to learning how to survive, how to not want to scream and collapse because a very large part of her has been taken by a hostile schooling system where no one cares except the friends and families.
  You tell Chris all about the fun we had , but you can leave out all the parts about the trouble we got into well maybe I got into...lol I hope every breath is easy and you and mom see everyone we lost.
    Know this Babygirl, You sure showed them, Im proud of you did it with flair! So Hug my son and let him know I love and miss him like crazzzzzzzzzzzzzzzy and that I understand I just wish the ending was different...

       Love 
          Lisa

             Becky Ann Johnson   October 17,1972-November 19,2011 
   Joyous Friend, Who Officially showed Doctors that 
having Cystic Fibrosis doesn't always mean you can't see 39!  <3 

Expectations Parents have when sending their children to school!

As every parent believes with reasonable rationalization, that when  send my kids to school, the staff hired to work there is to keep our children safe while they are in their school because everyone knows, a parent cannot go to a school and dish out punishment, rectify or police other kids actions when it comes to our kids and if the Staff doesn't police bullies and hold them accountable and the kids who are being bullied either fight back, carry a gun to school and hold the bullies accountable WHY should THEY be held accountable? you see it isn't tit for tat, it is ok for someone to bully someone so badly and relentlessly that they take their own life ,in my eyes this is murder by proxy.

   I have raised my kids not to fight in school yet they called my family "disfunctional" and when my son was told to go kill himself and get it over with, he did NOT take matters into his own hands and kick the crap out of Ross,Evan,Michael and last but least Brian, who's name I never heard until the trial,"yet they called my family disfunctional" When I met my husband Christian's dad wasnt in his life Andy was the father my son knew and my sons ended their relationship with their dad themselves all the hurt he bestowed on them was by his hand or should I say false promises.

Back to Christian on 11May2010,My son didn't lose it and kick their asses,  He called me, I went to school I met with staff, and the sheriff Deputy, they dished up a lot of Poloma(crap), after the massive load of BS, I took Chris home and I called the supers office who then called an IEP meeting, Christian refused to go, I know now WHY he refused, they did not give a damn about my son which became clear during the trial (which I might add was recorded )
They admitted they didn't discipline any of the 4 kids under oath on the stand. 

 I know Christian's friends and their parents didn't tell me because I was already dealing with so much, ie my husband was stationed overseas,my son was dead,I had 5 other children at home and most importantly I was angry which I might add will NEVER go away so understand this,I will be inclined to to tell you to go to hell if you try to speak to me ever, Christian's been dead 3 years you had your chance @ 0645 on 1June2010 to not even acknowledge Christian with his class(they just graduated) EVER it hurt his friends and it pissed me off A student existed in your school district, his class graduated they wanted to put a picture up and pay tribute and you would not and did not let them. Karma is coming your way so be aware and yes it does exist.