Monday, February 24, 2014

Wow Tomorrow..............

Wow, Tomorrow it is a big day for myself,William and Faith, tomorrow we will go to a meeting at a local ISD here and ask to be put on an official list for the Anti-Bullying week to talk to kids for my kids to talk to kids so that those kids who are my kids age can see openly the heartbreak our loss really is, Christian was more than my son and their brother, they miss him just like I do and it is hard to believe they all don't have the same blood going through their veins ,we all miss his laughter and his smile,his hugs and I love you's , his drive to wait in line to get Black Ops which comes out on his Birthday every year 5November! I can still remember his Buddy in Killeen Ryan(don't be fooled by his huge frame for he is very nice and sweet and Ryan was Christian's ride on 4Nov2009 to get the game we had paid for which was all he wanted for his 16th BD.....
   I hope all goes well tomorrow, I hope the answer is the one I wanted but for now I will just head to bed and go to sleep....ear infection and all...

This is ME ........Missing you...........

Hey Love,
I sure miss you.....thinking of the man you'de have become by now and how fun we would've had......How handsome and sweet you would be,the woman you love would've changed and maybe just maybe you still would come up to me in front of your friends an still said "Hey Mom I love you" and give me a hug and kiss my cheek like you always did,no matter who was around.....

and now This is Me,Missing YOU!