Monday, May 28, 2012

Starlight, Starbright

Star light,Star bright.

Star light, star bright,
The first star I see tonight;
I wish I may, I wish I might,
Have the wish I wish tonight.

My Wish, Is that my heart breaks when I hear a song that comes on the radio and  I wish you were there singing it with me.

My wish, though I know it will never happen, is that the kids who treated you my handsome,fearless,fun loving,sweet Mr.Blueeyes, so bad that living was worse than dying, and I wish they saw the pain the agony ,the heartbreak they bestowed on your entire family ,only to laugh the next day after you died, cruel enough to let your other friends hear....

My Wish,  Is that people realize, there is no loss like this loss, when a parent loses a child in a car wreck,to a disease,to a murder (I believe Ross ,Evan AND Michael murdered you with words) to any type of accident the grief is so different, Im angry, Angry that they will never be arrested or even held accountable because to them you were not important enough but to us you were more than important you were the glue when dad was gone, you were so proud of your dad, his sacrifices and how he loved you and knew you were there for me and the others....

 I wish that Washington DC would get off their asses and realize that EVERY DAY we lose kids and yet you still sit on your ass and ignore it, The kids that are dying are beautiful ,smart,talented and who knows what they could've been or what they might have achieved in life and the families who lost their baby gets thrown into a world no parent or sibling or family period should have to deal with. As long as our men and women look the other way we will continue losing our babies to bully-cides .

Every person fits in life some where , you may not like it, but ask yourself this, Our kids had their own friends, they didnt ask you to become friends,No child of any race,sexual preference,disability, should have to endure what our kids went through. So WHY must you bully someone to the point they wish to die? When there is no reason to.

Today isnt the official day Christian died that was 31May10 But my beautiful boy did die on Memorial Day 2010 while his dad did what Christian was so proud of him for, He was in Korea and he never got to say goodbye to our son which hurts him so much.

IF you see somebody being bullied, stop it or find and adult that can stop it, If a friend of yours is being bullied and they say they want to die, instead of ignoring it because they had said it before TELL SOMEONE...I would rather have an Angry friend that is alive then a Dead friend who died because no one tried to stop them, Suicide is not a a temporary thing, it is forever.