Goodbye Sweetheart GoodBye. In Memory of Becky Ann Johnson!

Goodbye Sweetheart, I hope you met Christian at the pearly gates, I hope he welcomed you with a hug and you told him about when we were kids, you were younger but you hung around .
  I heard you found love, I am happy for you I hope you 2 are together now kickin it with Christian his Uncle Stevie, another loved soul we lost way to soon. I hope every breath you take is easy and free, you sure showed the doctors " she might see the age of 18 but we dont think so" I guess you got the last laugh at them, I am proud of you I really am you saw 39 and for someone with Cystic Fibrosis you were blessed and I am estatic for you, Sorry I was never home, I dont like going home, My family and My life was some where else Where ever the Army told us to go, And my family they are (when I am not with My sister Sharon and BIL Mike) my friends from our Army family, A family is who we choose to let in, my thoughts never strayed from you and I called you a few times wishing I could be there to see you , I have great memories of you your brother and mom in Canada having picnics watching the fireworks at the cove by our home in Canada, Riding my bike all the way to the house in Machias only to ride BACK over into Canada and that was a longggggggg ride...lol 
  Spending the 4th with you guys and our family I don't think there was a week I wouldn't see you and that flashy smile for everyone  the bright hello , how are you.

I hear your mom joined you and I hope that the baby she once held was there once again to see her into heaven, He changed alot since she saw him, 6'4"Gorgeous Black Hair and my blue eyes, I know he is flying free with all of the others who were bullied so bad the only way out was the permanent way out, We've had several new Angels join him  in the past 30 days and another mother's heart breaks and starts the trip (a very long trip even 3 years later I am still on this trip)  to learning how to survive, how to not want to scream and collapse because a very large part of her has been taken by a hostile schooling system where no one cares except the friends and families.
  You tell Chris all about the fun we had , but you can leave out all the parts about the trouble we got into well maybe I got into...lol I hope every breath is easy and you and mom see everyone we lost.
    Know this Babygirl, You sure showed them, Im proud of you did it with flair! So Hug my son and let him know I love and miss him like crazzzzzzzzzzzzzzzy and that I understand I just wish the ending was different...

       Love 
          Lisa

             Becky Ann Johnson   October 17,1972-November 19,2011 
   Joyous Friend, Who Officially showed Doctors that 
having Cystic Fibrosis doesn't always mean you can't see 39!  <3