Why?

I want to know Why, WHY I didnt get to say goodbye, WHY didnt I get to say I love you son one last time I want to know WHY the F**K the school is protecting that candy @ass B@stard???? and WHY my son is dead.....

grief

people think that Grief is a couple of months and then your done, but to those who have lost children to bullying our grief is different our grief is different, Our children were taken from us due to bullying, they were harrassed until they felt they had no choice but to end the pain they felt.
 these punks, these jerks and a few other choice names ate away at our kids until the defenses WE instilled in them as parents was totally taken down piece by piece and we fought for our babies, we told ppl and they didnt care, then they claim innocence or in my case soveron immunity, to those schools who didnt act, SCREW YOU @ssholes my son is dead because they didnt PROTECT HIM and Jessie is dead because NO ONE HELPED, Scott is dead because the ppl HE trusted BETRAYED HIM, Ty Montanna Laura and Bree no one NO ONE helped them, and now our families will forever be broken because of piss@ss little bastards like Ross thinks this is a GAME...it isnt and I pray that WE get our kids the justice THEY DESERVE......Christian missing you hurts like a knife to the heart, I love you son I miss you more. I HAD your back.....

Really???

REALLY did you think I was joking when I SAID if SOMETHING happens to my son, there will be HELL to pay and I will be the one behind it???????? DID you freaking think I was KIDDING when I asked "Can you KEEP my son SAFE"? and when you answered you said YES and look He is dead and your a major fuck UP, Grafton Be AWARE, be VERY AWARE I AIM to take your title ONE funding and deem you an UNSAFE SCHOOL!!!!!!!!! YOU FUCKED UP, and I WONT LET YOU IGNORE ANYONE ELSE, not like Hopkins didnt have a suicide at York High for the same reason in 2007......I give a crap about MONEY I want YOUR JOBS!

Privacy

You know they say that they cant mention the children involved in bullying someone has the right to privacy and anonyminity , but the little punk that bullied my son Ross doesnt deserve anything but a 6x6 jail cell for the rest of his life, protecting someone like this who gets a kick out of being crass and a totally twitchy little bastard who gets joy from laughing at Christian EVEN AFTER he is dead and screwing with his friends and his older brother, you know Karma is a big bitch, Ross you are the reason we had the columbine incident happen, because of little pissy jerks like you who decide to have fun demeaning others at their expense, and while you havent been charged with anything yet , there is ONE thing you fail to remember as do your parents, your stepfather Well see he is an active duty Military man, and tho you are NOT his BIOLOGICAL CHILD you ARE his Military DEPENDANT! making HIM responsible for YOUR ACTIONS! ALWAYS, sooooooooo with that said , I am a really huge BITCH My kids and stepkids (whom I have been raising for 11 years) have been my life and now MY SON is DEAD because of your unwarrented bullshit , you are a self centered SOC who needs to get his ass kicked royally, You know Chris wouldve kicked your ass all over the lunch room and back, too bad he didnt, I wouldve stood behind him on that one, BUT since he didnt, Ross I aim to ruin your life as you know it, and what I mean by that is I want your ass sitting in the county and a prison to rott where you belong, You took away from my kids and MY FAMILY a very special dedicated caring sweet son/brother/cousin/nephew/grandson from us and still think this whole situation is funny, it isnt and will never WILL be funny EVER! 
  

Did he matter???

All my life I told my son he was important, even when I argued, I just wish he wouldve blatantly told me this screwup Ross was still screwing  with him, I miss him more than anyone will ever know He was my son my love the point like all my kids are that my world revolved around, I built him up taught him that violence isnt the answer, hit them in the long run not the quick fix, I am a welder, I could be making boocoo bucks but I am raising my kids, I have 5 special needs kids with IEPs and 1 who has a high IQ like his dad, Christian being gone has totally screwed my kids life and my life and his dad's life up, it takes more than sperm to be a dad, and for 11 years the man I married loved Christian like his own,He has raised Hunter and Tristan , He would lay down and die for us ,now we have to stop grieving and go on with life are you freaking kidding me???????? My son is dead, He cant come home he isnt on Vacation or visiting friends, We will NEVER be alright, a freaking twit took to bullying my son until he saw no way out  had Christian gone over the table and kicked Ross's freaing @ss, Ross wouldve learned Christian had agility strength and quickness, and Christian wouldve been suspended for retallying and the school wouldve did what THEY did anyway, take ross's side, Ross is a freaking little C**** Bastart*son who needs a good old fashion BUTT whooping to put him where he needs to be, Oh and for the Record Ross FLIP ME OFF ONE MORE TIME , see what happens!
Yes I am pissed YES I am angry YES I WANT THIS BASTARD IN JAIL WHERE HE BELONGS oh and WHERE THE SAMHILL IS THE AIRFORCE in ALL THIS!???

NCIS

I sat here tonight watching my fave show episodes Christian and I had watched together with all the kids and I love them because they werent what we thought they were , But then again when I met Mark Harmon and he told me I had Awsome kids , He took the time to talk to Andy in Iraq he hugged my lil one after he called him Leroy Jethro Gibbs and he spent time talking to William and Chris, He wasnt what I THOUGHT he would be....he was down to earth caring and nice, I never thought I would have a beer with one of hollywoods most popular TV stars but I am glad I did and happy I and my kids had that chance...Christian , I love you and I miss you, I miss your cocky smile your sneaky ways and your fierce loyalty to our family....you will never be replaced....Love Mom

Grafton High School!!!!!!!!!!!t

I find it mundane and ridicules when you have a son who has been bullied to death by Ross a student and then when your Senior who while grieving for his brother is looking forward to his last year of school Fun Senior activities being close to those who support him , and then only a few months in be targeted by Ross after he learns that he is indeed Christian Taylor's older brother  He not only targets Gregg but indeed Christian's Best friend Ryan and actually physically had altercations with Ry, Look Ross We get it, your a punk, you think you rule the world but I am here to tell you your time is running short and if you keep screwing with my son I am and WILL press charges with Gregg, You are little boy who thinks the world should rise to him and it most certainly doesn't you have to work for what you get and be whom you are and being a bully makes you look like a idiot.